The Osho
Upanishad
Chapter 2. The
Master: making your life an orchestra
Question 1:
Beloved Osho,
You seem to be fulfilling two roles: an
outer one in which you provoke and expose the structure of our society, and a
more intimate one in which you encourage your disciples towards the ultimate.
Could you please comment?
Existence consists of both: the
inner and the outer.
Unfortunately, for centuries
the inner and the outer have been thought to be opposed to each other.
They are not.
The teaching which proposes
that the inner and the outer are opposed has caused a tremendous tension in man
- because man is a miniature existence, a
miniature cosmos. Whatever exists in man also exists on a wider scale in
existence, and vice - versa. If man can be understood in his totality, you have
understood the whole.
The function of the master is
to bring the inner and outer into a harmony.
To create opposition between
them is poisoning you. They are not opposed, they are one - two
sides of the same coin, you cannot even separate them. Can you separate the
inner from the outer?
If they can be separated then
what will you call the inner? What will you call the outer? Of what?
Both are part of a coherent
whole. But mankind has suffered tremendously because of the division.
My function is to destroy the
division completely, and to create a synchronicity in man's outer life and his
inner life.
The work is tremendously
complicated and great because the outside, up to now, has been considered to be
materialism. It has been condemned by the so - called holy people; you have
been told to renounce it. If you are not capable of renouncing it, you are a
sinner. Life has been made a sin. And for centuries, the whole emphasis of all
the religions and all the traditions has been on the inner. This is one side of
the story.
The other side of the story is
that matter is objective, visible; the inner reality seems to be just beautiful
talk. So there have been philosophers and thinkers saying that only the outer
is real; the inner is only an invention of the priests, it has no existence.
These people have condemned spiritualism as nonsense. And both sides agree on
one point: that the inner and the outer are contradictory - you
can choose one, you cannot choose both.
My approach is a choiceless
acceptance of both. Naturally I am against the materialist, because I know the
inner exists - in fact, the outer exists only for the inner,
for its protection, for its nourishment.
And I am also against the so - called
spiritualists, because I cannot deny the reality of matter. It is so evidently
there, all around us, that only people who can close their eyes, their
reasoning, their understanding, their intelligence, can believe that this is
all illusion, that it does not really exist.
Just try. When you go out, go
through the wall, not through the gate -
and you will know whether it is illusion
or reality. Even a Shankaracharya will go through the gate, not through the
wall - and his whole life he will try to prove that
the wall is an illusion, that it only appears to be, but it is not there.
There is a beautiful incident.
One fine morning Shankaracharya - THE Shankaracharya, the first Shankaracharya - after
taking his bath in the Ganges in Varanasi, is coming up the steps and a man is
coming down the steps. It is still dark. The sun has not risen yet, and the man
touches Shankaracharya. And the moment he touches him he says, "My God,
please forgive me. I am a SUDRA."
And Shankaracharya is very much
angry. A man who says that everything outer is illusory, even for him the body
of a sudra is not illusory. He says, "You wasted my time. Now I have to
take another bath."
The sudra said, "Before
you take the bath, please answer my few questions. If you don't answer, you can
take the bath but I will touch you again - and
that will be a real waste of time."
He has put Shankaracharya into
such a corner... and there is nobody
around, so Shankaracharya agrees to answer his questions: "You seem to be
such a stubborn man. First you touch me, then you declare that you are a sudra.
And now you are forcing me to answer your questions. What are your
questions?"
The sudra said, "My
questions are very simple. I want to know whether my body is sudra,
untouchable. Is there any difference between my body and your body? Is there
any difference between my blood and your blood, my bones and your bones? Would
it be possible, if we both died, for anybody to decide which body was a
brahmin's body and which body was a sudra's body? Our skeletons will be the
same, so please tell me: is my body untouchable?
"If not, then is my soul
untouchable? And you are the man who has been teaching that God is in
everybody's soul - is he more in you and less in me? Is there
some difference of quantity or quality? Or does he exist only in you, and in me
there is no God, no satchitanand, no truth, no consciousness, no bliss?
"And remember, you are
standing near the Ganges and the sun is rising. Don't lie! And this is not a
philosophical discussion; it is a question of my life and death."
Shankarcharaya moved all around
the country, winning great debates with great scholars, but he remained silent
before this sudra. His question was very simple: Bodies are bodies, made of the
same stuff, and consciousness is consciousness, made of the same stuff. Where
is the distinction?
Seeing Shankaracharya silent he
said, "If you have understood me, then just go back, no need to take
another bath. If you take another bath -
then answer my question!"
And you will be surprised - in
his whole life this was perhaps his only defeat. He had to leave the place and
to go back to the temple without taking another bath. Of course he was not
courageous enough to say the truth. The question was simple, but he could see
that whatever he said was going to be against his own philosophical teachings,
against his own religion. It was better to keep silent, not to say anything.
But the untouchable man - nobody knows his name - must
have been of tremendous intelligence.
He managed to get the answer
because he made it clear that, "If you take the bath I am going to touch
you again. If you accept my standpoint that there is no difference, then simply
go back to your temple - it is time for your morning prayer."
Seeing the situation,
Shankarcharya went back to the temple. But that destroys his whole philosophy;
within five minutes his whole life's effort is destroyed. And the reason is
that his philosophy is against existence; this unknown man was simply stating a
fact - that the outer is material, the inner is
spiritual, and there is no conflict.
Have you seen any conflict
between your soul and your body - fighting, wrestling, beating each other? There
is tremendous harmony.
In fact, whenever the harmony
is not there, you are sick. The healthier you are, the more harmonious. Disease
can be defined as a conflict between the outer and the inner; they have fallen
apart, they are not moving together. The harmony is broken. The function of the
physician is to bring the harmony back, to bring the music back, to make your
life an orchestra.
The master is a physician - not
of your ordinary diseases but of your existential conflicts.
That's why I have been fighting
on two fronts. I have to fight the old traditions, old religions, old
orthodoxies, because they will not allow you ever to be healthy and whole. They
will cripple you.
The more crippled you are the
greater saint you become. So on one hand, I have to fight with any kind of
thinking or theology which divides you.
Secondly, I have to work on the
growth of your inner being.
Both are part of the same
process: how to make you a whole man, how to destroy all the rubbish that is
preventing you from becoming whole - that is the negative part; and the positive
part is how to make you aflame with meditation, with silence, with love, with
joy, with peace. That is the positive part of my teaching.
With my positive part there is
no problem; I could have gone around the world teaching people meditation,
peace, love, silence - and nobody would have opposed me.
But I would not have been of
any help to anybody, because who is going to destroy all that rubbish?
And the rubbish has to be
destroyed first, it is blocking the way. It is your whole conditioning. You
have been programmed from your very childhood with absolute lies, but they have
been repeated so often that you have forgotten that they are lies.
That's the whole secret of
advertisement: just go on repeating. On the radio, on the television, in the
films, in the newspapers, on the walls, everywhere, go on repeating.
In the old days it was thought
that wherever there is a demand the supply happens on its own accord. Now, that
is not the rule. The rule is, if you have something to supply, create the
demand.
Go on hammering in people's
minds certain words so that they forget completely that they have been
listening to it on the radio, on the television, in the films, in the
newspaper, and they start believing it. Listening continually to something,
they start purchasing it - any soap, any toothpaste, any cigarette. You
can sell anything.
I have heard about a man who
was thought to be a great salesman. His company was very proud of him. The
company was dealing in real estate, and there was a big plot of land that had
been with them for years and they had not been able to find anybody even
interested in it. Finally the owner called the great salesman and asked him. He
said, "Don't be worried," and he sold the plot.
After just fifteen days, the
rains started and the plot was at least fifteen feet under water, fifteen feet
deep. That was the reason nobody was interested in purchasing it - anybody could see from the road what would
happen in the rains. All around, the land was so deep...
The man who had purchased it
came, really angry - rushed into the owner's office and said,
"Is this business or robbery? Where is your salesman?"
The owner said, "What is
the matter? What happened?"
He said, "What happened?
He sold me a plot that is now under fifteen feet of water! It has become a big
lake. What am I going to do with it? I will kill that man. Otherwise, return my
money."
The owner said, "Don't be
worried; you just sit down."
He called his salesman. And the
salesman said, "This is not a problem, you just come with me. I will solve
it. You need your money? You take your money with fifteen days' interest
because I have better buyers ready."
The man said, "What?"
The salesman said, "Don't
change your mind - you take your money with interest, and forget
all about that land. It is such a beauty... You can make a beautiful house on it after the
rains, and when the rains come again you can make arrangements so that the
water does not flow out. You will have the only place of its kind in the whole
city, a lake palace. And as far as the situation right now is concerned, I will
give you two boats. We have been saving them for this situation."
And he sold two boats to the
man! The owner was just standing there, seeing the whole scene.
Those boats were absolutely
useless - for years they had been lying down there,
rotten. They would drown the moment they were put into the water. He said to
his dealer, "You are creating more trouble."
The salesman said, "You
don't be worried. If I can manage that big a trouble, I can manage just two
boats."
You have just to create a
desire in people - 'lake palace'. He was thinking only of making
a house.
You have changed the desire and
the ambition into a lake palace. The salesman said, "Just think, if you
want to make a lake palace, first you will have to make a lake. And we are
giving you a ready - made lake and not charging anything!"
For centuries man has been sold
beliefs, dogmas, creeds which are absolutely untrue, which have no evidence
except in your ambition, except in your laziness. You don't want to do
anything, and you want to reach to heaven.
And there are people who are
ready to give you maps, shortcuts - as much a shortcut as you want.
Just get up in the morning with
the name of God, remembering it for two, three minutes while you are getting
ready to get out of the bed - and that's enough. Once in a while go to the
Ganges, take a bath so all your sins are finished, you are purified. And all
religions have created the same kinds of things - go to
Kaaba and everything is forgiven.
Mohammedans are poor people,
and they are poor because of their belief. They are against taking money on
interest or giving money with interest. Now, the whole business depends on
interest; they are bound to remain poor. And it is told to them that at least
once in life you should go to Kaaba, and that's enough - going
seven times around that stone of Kaaba, all sins are finished, all virtues
shower on you. Such shortcuts.
One man reached Ramakrishna. He
was going to Varanasi to take a holy dip - but
he was interested in Ramakrishna, so before going, he went to touch his feet.
And Ramakrishna said, "But what is the need to go to Varanasi, because the
Ganges is coming here" - just behind his temple where they were
sitting, the Ganges was flowing. "The Ganges is coming to Calcutta itself.
Where are you going?"
But the man said, "In the
scriptures the Ganges in Varanasi has a specialty. It is the same Ganges, but
in Varanasi if you take a bath then all your sins are washed away."
Ramakrishna was a very simple
man. He said, "With my blessings you can go, but remember one thing. Have
you seen? On the bank of the Ganges there are big trees."
The man said, "Yes. I have
been there once when I was very young with my father. But why are you
mentioning those trees?"
He said, "I am mentioning
those trees because people don't know their purpose. The Ganges is great - you
take a dip and all your sins leave you immediately. But they sit on the trees
and they wait for you! They say, 'Son, sometime you will come back on the same
road. Where you are going to go? How long can you remain in the Ganges? You can
manage as long as you want - one hour, two hours, one day, two days - but
finally you will have to come out.'"
That man said, "Not even
two days; I will just take the bath and come out. It will take five minutes at
the most, in such cold weather... But
this is strange. Nobody told me that all those sins are sitting on the
trees."
Ramakrishna said, "And the
moment you put on your clothes... you
are putting on clothes and the sins are coming back down on you, settling. And
sometimes it happens that somebody else's sins - if
they like you... 'This man looks
beautiful. That man is already dead, finished; this man is good, young, has
some possibilities of committing more sins' - they
may drop on you; that is the greatest difficulty. Yours will certainly come
back upon you, and others'... All those
trees are full of sins, so try to save yourself somehow."
He said, "How can I save
myself? You can't see sins. Neither do I see them when I take the bath nor will
I be able to see them when they descend upon me again!"
Ramakrishna said, "That is
up to you. That is why I don't go there, because it is absolutely useless.
Those trees are not just
uselessly standing there, for centuries they have been doing their job."
The man said, "You have
created such a doubt in me... I will go
home and think again, whether to go or not. It is an unnecessary wastage if
this is going to happen. And you have made me afraid also - others' sins, which I have not committed at
all!"
The priests are giving you
shortcuts because you are lazy. You really don't want to do anything for your
inner search.
The heaven is not somewhere far
above in the clouds. It is within you, and for that you don't need to go to the
Ganges or to go to Kaaba. You need to go to yourself. But that is something
that no priest of any religion wants you to do, because the moment you do it
you get out of all the bondage of religions - Hinduism, Mohammedanism, Christianity - all
that seems to be stupid and nonsense.
You have found your truth.
So my work begins with
negativity - I have to destroy every program that has been
given to you. By whom, it does not matter - whether it is Catholic or Protestant does not
matter; I have to deprogram you so you are clean and unburdened. Your doors and
your windows are opened.
And then the second part, the
essential part, is to teach you how to enter within. Because you know very well
how to go out; for many lives you have been going out and out and out. You are
accustomed to it. You don't think when you go to your office, "Now turn
left, now turn right, now turn... " When you come home you don't think in
this way. Simply, mechanically, like a robot you go on every day coming home,
every day going to the office.
The outer journey is your
habit.
But the inner world is a new
world where you have not even looked, where you have never taken a single step.
So I have to teach you how, slowly, you can step inwards.
Even when I say to people to go
inwards, immediately they ask questions which show how focused on the outside
things they are.
I say to them, "Sit
silently."
And they will ask me, "Can
I do GAYATRI MANTRA?"
Whether you do gayatri mantra
or you read the newspaper does not matter, both are outside. I am telling you,
"Sit silently."
They say, "That is right,
but at least I can repeat omkar... " It is pitiable. I feel sad for them,
that I am telling them to be silent but they are asking me to fill their
silence with something. They don't want to be silent. If nothing else, then
omkar will do - anything will do.
I was a teacher in the
university. A professor of mathematics became interested, just seeing me day
after day... I would pass just by the
side of his office. We were not introduced - still, I would put one of my fingers on my
lips and look at him. He would just look here and there - "Is anybody seeing or not? Otherwise they
will think this is mad, I don't know this man."
In the beginning he used to
look away, to the other side. I would have to clap. Then he thought it was
better to stand at the window so I would not have to clap, because others would
hear. And when I insisted on putting one finger on my lips... he thought, "It looks odd that I don't do
anything," so he started putting one finger on his lips. This is how we
became great friends.
One day he came to my house. He
said, "This is too much. Are you mad or something? Why do you torture me?
And every day! I am so afraid of you, that if you come and my class is there,
and if they see all this, they will start doing the same thing. And in front of
other people I cannot put my finger on my lips because they will ask, 'What are
you doing?'"
I said, "There was no
other way." And he was an Englishman. I said, "Without an
introduction it is very difficult to start talking with an Englishman, so I
thought this would be perfectly right. I am not talking, I am not saying
anything to you. I am just putting - it is my finger, these are my lips. I have
every authority to put them wherever I want."
He said, "That is right,
but - just in front of me, always in front of
me!"
I said, "You have come.
Now things can begin."
He said, "What do you
mean?"
I said, "I mean, are you
going to destroy your life in mathematics?" He was an old man, just ready
to retire. And he was waiting to retire and go back to England and settle back
in his own country.
He said, "This is an
important question I have asked myself many times - am I
going to destroy my whole life in mathematics? What have I gained? Just figures
and figures, and unnecessarily I am torturing myself and gaining nothing."
I said, "I know a way. You
can sit silently - that is the symbol; this one finger on my lips
simply means be silent. Just for half an hour... You are alone" - his
wife was dead and his sons had gone into their own businesses - "you have nothing else to do. You have a
beautiful house and a beautiful garden. You can sit anywhere, just in
silence."
He said, "The idea is
good, but in silence can I go on repeating from one to a hundred? And from a
hundred backwards - ninety - nine, ninety - eight, ninety - seven,
down to one, and then back? That way will be easy for me, just like a ladder - from
one to two to three to four, and then coming back down the ladder. But without
engagement, just sitting silently... "
I said, "This won't do
because you will still be doing the same stupid thing - the
mathematics you have been doing your whole life. But what is the trouble with
sitting in silence?"
He said, "It just looks...
somebody may see me. Somebody may ask,
'What are you doing?' Just my whole upbringing is such that if somebody asks,
'What are you doing?' you cannot say 'nothing'; otherwise, people will think
something is loose. Nothing? The whole world is there to do everything and you
are sitting here doing nothing?"
In every language there are
proverbs which say "Anything is better than nothing." Anything - without any conditions! Strange - anything is better than nothing? Every
language has such proverbs.
"Don't sit there doing
nothing; do something."
I have heard, one woman was
telling another woman, her neighbor, "Today there is good news. My son,
who used to do nothing, has joined a meditation group. Now he is doing
meditation."
I was just passing; I said,
"You don't know what you are talking about because meditation simply means
doing nothing. Your boy has found really the right people, his own kind. Now he
is not doing nothing alone, he is doing nothing with many people."
Meditation is not something.
Once the negative part is
complete - and it depends on your intelligence, it can be
complete within a second. If you can see that all that you have is borrowed,
and if you have courage to decide that, "I will not carry anything
borrowed; I take the decision to find out something for myself, my own truth"...
What is the point of knowing
all that has been written about love and never being in love? You may collect a
whole library on love - beautiful poetries, dramas, novels - but
it is all pointless; you don't know what love is. You have never loved. A
single moment of love is more valuable than your whole library.
The same is true about
everything that is valuable. A single insight into yourself is more valuable
than all your scriptures. A single glimpse of your consciousness and you have
entered the real temple - which is not made of bricks and marble, but
which already exists in you; it is made of consciousness itself. It is a flame,
an eternal flame which has been burning since eternity. It needs no fuel. It is
waiting for you to see it because by seeing it, your eyes for the first time
will have something - the joy, the light, the song, the beauty, the
ecstasy.
And it is not that when you
enter in, your outer will be forgotten. As you enter in, your outer starts
radiating the inner - in your gestures, the way you see, the way you
talk, the authority behind your words. Even your touch, even your presence,
even your silence will be a message.
The inner and the outer are
parts of one reality.
First you have to cleanse the
outer, which has been distorted by centuries. It is fortunate that nobody can
distort your inner reality; nobody can enter there except you. You cannot even
invite your lover, your friend. Except you, you cannot take anyone there. It is
fortunate; otherwise everything would have been spoiled in you and recovery
would have been impossible.
Only the outer side is covered
with dust of all kinds; a small understanding can make you free of it.
But that is an essential part - the
negative part - to know the false as false, because the moment
you know it is false, it drops, it disappears.
And after that the inner
journey is very light, very simple.
Question 2:
Beloved Osho,
When we drop the attitude of judging people
negatively, it follows that acknowledging the positive in people has to be
dropped too - the whole package has to go, does it not?
Yes, the whole package of
judging has to go.
Nobody has the right to judge
anybody, negatively or positively. These are the ways of dominating people.
When you judge someone you are trying to interfere in his life, which is not
your business.
A real, authentic man simply
allows people to be themselves.
It is not my business to judge
anybody as good, as bad. Everybody has to be conscious of his own qualities. If
I want to help people, I cannot help by judging; I can help them only by making
them more conscious.
If I want to help people - and
there is great beauty in helping, great joy - then
the first thing is a total acceptance of the person, whoever he is, whatever he
is. This is the way existence has brought him.
There must be some need that he
is fulfilling; without him existence will be a little less, he will be missed.
And nobody can replace him; he is so unique that he is irreplaceable.
But the whole history of man is
that we have not been told about the uniqueness of people. We have been told
that people have to be in a certain way, have to behave in a certain way, have
to live in a certain way - then they are good, then they should be
rewarded by respect, by honor here on earth.
And they should be rewarded in
the other world also, with all kinds of pleasures. We have been told things
which are bad - and those people should be condemned here,
dishonored, rejected by the society, made to suffer in every possible way. And
finally, after death they will have to suffer in hell.
And the things that decide
goodness and badness are shifting, changing - what
was good yesterday is no longer good today. What was bad one day becomes good
another day. Just look at the long span of history and you will be surprised...
For example, Rama, Krishna,
Parasurama, who are incarnations of God, are all non - vegetarians, meat
eaters. They are very ancient; you can think of the present time - Ramakrishna used to eat fish. Being a Bengali
and not eating fish seems to be impossible. In fact, every Bengali house has a
small pond. They grow fish; just as you grow other things, they grow fish.
Naturally, their houses smell fishy. And it was because of this situation...
When the British empire took
over India, Calcutta was their first capital. All the Bengalis had to be the
first clerks, the first bureaucracy, and they were all smelling of fish. That's
why the Britishers started calling them babu; babu means one who smells. You
can say "Bengali babu" and there is no problem, but you cannot say
"Punjabi babu" - that does not suit. With "Punjabi,"
babu does not suit at all - "Punjabi babu"? It is impossible - "Punjabi" and "babu"? The
Bengali is a babu, and in his shadow even the Bihari has become a babu, but
there it stopped.
And it is strange; because the
powerful British empire was calling Bengalis "babus" - it
was a condemnatory word; ba means with, bu means smell. Even a condemnatory
word became a very respectable word because the powerful people were using it.
So now when you want to show respect to somebody you call him babuji - "Babu Rajendra Prasad." You have not
left out even the president of India; you call him "babu".
As time changes... Today we cannot accept, no sensitive person
can accept that a man who was thought to be a reincarnation of God can be a
meat eater. It simply looks awkward, embarrassing.
After Mahavira and Gautam
Buddha, values changed so dramatically. They had to change, because these two
persons lived a vegetarian life and proved that any man who has love in his
heart, compassion, cannot be a meat eater. And at the heights of consciousness,
you cannot imagine that a man continues to eat meat - something is wrong.
In every age, man has to define
what is good, what is bad.
You never think that Rama
obeying his father - a dying man, under the influence of a young
wife...
In the first place, to have
four wives was wrong. Then, even at the point of death the man has not the
courage to say no to his young wife. Such a henpecked husband! For no reason at
all he orders Rama to go to the forest for fourteen years. And this was a value
in those days, obedience. Rama is respected for centuries because he obeyed his
father without even asking, "Why? What have I done? For what is this
punishment being given to me?" Fourteen years he passes, on foot, in the
forest.
Today, nobody who has any intelligence
can say that obedience can be of such a high value. He should have disobeyed.
And this is my feeling, that if
Rama had disobeyed Dasharatha, his father, this country would have been a
totally different country. His obedience made this whole country a country of
slaves. It is not a simple phenomenon, it is very complicated. When you respect
Rama, you are respecting obedience. Then invaders came and the country obeyed,
and invaders went on coming and the country went on obeying.
In five thousand years you have
not seen a single revolution because revolution has never been a value for us.
We have never thought that revolution is anything good. We have always
condemned the rebellious spirit, while the rebellious spirit is the only spirit
in the world which helps evolution. If we are lagging behind everybody in the
world, it is because of our respect for obedience.
I am not saying be
disrespectful, I am not saying be disobedient. I am simply saying be
discriminating. And discrimination comes out of awareness - be
alert, be aware, see the whole situation. And let the decision come from
yourself, not from outside - not from your father, not from your teachers,
not from your priests. Listen to what they have to say, listen carefully,
respectfully. But the decision has to come from your own innermost being. Then
you will have an individuality and you will have an independence. And with you,
the whole society will move higher into consciousness, into freedom.
Don't judge people.
Rather, love people.
You are not told to love people
but, knowingly or unknowingly, you are being taught to judge people.
Love knows no judgment; it
simply loves, as you are. It is your question, it is your life. How to live it?
And if my love is truly great,
it may change you without any effort on my part. Without judging you, there is
a possibility of changing you.
You can look at me: I have
lived with thousands of people; I have never judged anybody. I have simply
loved everybody who has been with me, and I have seen tremendous changes
happening in them without any effort on my part. Just my love has made them
different.
The other day I received a
letter from an American jail. One jailer loves me. And without bothering about
the government, he gives time to the criminals to meditate. His jail is a
special jail where only very severe criminals - either those who are going to live their whole
lives in jail or who are going to be crucified, only those kinds of people are
there.
After a few years in American
jails, if their behavior is good, people are given a vacation - for
one week they can go and visit their family, their friends. But not in this
jail, because in this jail you cannot expect... it has already been judged that a man who has
murdered seven persons - leaving him for seven days outside, he has
nothing to lose. He can cut as many people as he wants, you cannot punish him
more than you have already punished him. He can escape, there is no risk; even
if you catch him again you cannot do anything. You have given him the ultimate
punishment that is possible. So in this jail, holidays don't happen.
But my friend the jailer,
without asking permission, started giving a few criminals holidays after years
of meditation.
About one criminal who had
committed seven murders he was a little hesitant, but then he remembered,
"Don't judge, just love." And lovingly, he gave him seven days and
told him that if he needed anything he was willing to support him: "Go out
and live fully, seven days." He was not expecting that the man would be
back, and he was expecting that he was going to be in trouble. If the man did
not come back then there was bound to be trouble for the jailer.
But the man came back after
five days. The jailer asked, "Why are you back after five days?"
He said, "I was worried
about you, that you must not be sleeping; you must be afraid that I may not
come back. It became such a concern to me, your worry, that I thought it was
worth dropping two days; better to go back. You have loved me so much; can't I
do only this much for you - coming back to jail two days earlier? It does
not matter to me. My whole life I am to live here - two
days more... But I was not able to
sleep; I was concerned about you. I knew that you would be continuously worried
about what would happen, whether I would come back or not. And I could not
enjoy, because I was missing the meditation."
You are not to judge anybody. But
you can do something more: you can love.
You can help the person to
meditate, to become more aware. And perhaps your love and his meditation may
bring the change, may bring the transformation. And it will not be imposed from
outside - it will be coming from inside, like a flower,
and blossoming in the person. And when anything comes from inside and blossoms,
it has tremendous beauty.